Sunday, March 8, 2009
My Last Fight , My Last Post
9:01 AM
Talking about disappointments , none can hurt me more than my friends...Well i truely hope that my words can get into your mind , 5 years and i've been lied about everything... It's over... Prove to yourself and the world to be the Man that you always claimed to be... With all that aside , now is back to me Again...Of course i feel awful about it.From the start , I knew it that i was going to be deemed as the bad guy while you can score some sympathy from the audience.I never thought of how others feel? Well if you said so. I'm not going back there anymore , I don't wana be Judged as a bad guy.I wana be appreciated , No credits stolen .For 5 years , so many had walked away from me. But any of them know how i feel? Alone & Desperate.I need to figure a away out. I wana quit this job. It is too painful and time consuming , I've could have acomplished more than what i am having right now.Appreciate - Despite whether you are in church or not! How many of you have appreciated those who have helped you?Now all of you might be thinking , " EH dont jiao wei la , speaks as if you are so Big n powerful , arent u just seeking for sympathy too?"No problem , I ok with it . Until you step into my shoes , you will realise " Sometimes it's getting to Hell than to Heaven".I've learned alot in CHC , Thank you For your knowledge.For those who listened and see me through , Thank you.I don't want to be deemed as a BAD ASS in church.No more of it. 5 years too long. From now , my doors are closed .No more bible reading , Churchy-being .I'll be alone out there , continue searching until one day someone truely accepts me for who i am. Being MAD is no more in me . MAD : ( Making A Difference )If you guys are smart enough , claimed that you are better , well prove it =)I'm not being sarcastic , Just Do It . The one who wins will always be all of you out there , Work Hard for yourself . Be the person you want to be. Dont try to please everyone , Be Original .Humble and willing to learn - This is the key to success ^^Thats all I've gotta say.
