Thursday, April 9, 2009
April 7th 2009
1:31 PM
If i had a choice , i would rather skip April 7th of every year.( Most of you will be thinking i'm whinning my Ass Off again )STFU bitches... You guys are Blessed to have family & friends to celebrate your Day with you , I don't !Earlier on i thought i'm into TON of surprises even before my day arrives .Sunday April 5Church and everything , i waited and anticipated.Nothing comes out of it.All i hear is people asking me to Forgive that JinCaiWTF ! Come'on la , Jincai Bday i got chip in $$ , this son of a Gun screwed me and you expect me to be forgiving ?Fuck u ! No one in church didn't even bother that my Bday will be coming in a Few Days time ! Absolutely nothing happened!For so much i've done to change the cell group members , all i got was Blame being pushed onto me .Nvm ! God is Great , I'll be forgiving.Luckily Monday was something Happening Sally accompanied me through the whole day yet i was waiting for sms on my Bday wishes n stuff.i've only got Dylans .Nvm that. Moving onTuesday , went for my Nyp orientationThank God for giving such a great experience in NypGot into groups with crazy awesome people =)When i got home , all i've got was " Oi , Yang you have money ma? " Oh wtf? You didnt even wish me happy bday , damn u got the audecity to ask for money?!Nvm uh , Forgiving.I waited for Sms from FRIENDS to Jio me outSuch a disappointment , I've gotta ask people to celebrate with me! Nvm uh , at least they took the time off to hang with me . Thnks SWS SWL EK =)Those people who i expect to celebrate with me , Where the Fuck are you! FIND THE HURT , HEAL THE HURT ! SCREW IT LA M*ther F*ck*rsFrom now on , You guys can take this friendship and shaft it down all of your Asses !CHURCH , Schoolmates , Family ! GO fuck yourselves !oh ya to ***** , Pls make up your mind !If i'm so good like you said , why am i still here !April 7 , no presents , no sms , no calls ...Don't blame me for doing the same shit to all of you !GOD ! You've seen me doing so many things !WHY! Why am i torture in such way ?Why can't i just celebrate my DAY like other kids?Presents Family Friends!Why?Am i a BAD ass?Am i a JERK?Am i a SINNER?If i am , pls take my Life away !Kill me !Whats the point of living when You always give me Craps!A simple Gift like a happy momment during my bday?Oh for all you CHR****IAN reading my blog , If you think i am a no good son of a Gun , Ask yourself this " what makes you so different from me ! "Men's ministry ? Fuck , if you guys think attending this and immediately you are changed into a man , Don't be Naive .MM will always be a Joke to me .Lord , what do you want from me?I've done what you have planned for me , to Change and mold people into better manWhat else? When can i have a Break ? When can i Get SALLY?ANSWER ME !
