Saturday, September 19, 2009
Thank You
7:39 AM
You always knew what the future holds for meYou protected what was of most value to meYou always give me a second chance to amend my mistakesBeginning of the year, I thought I had everything, I thought I achieved all these successes on my own, I thought whatever was mine is all my credit.True enough, I do own all of them but without You I am nothing.What You have given to me and taken away from me, You had your plans.I am such a loser yet You always have Your way to turn me into a winner.Yesterday night, You shown me and proved to me that I'm not whatever he says I am. I thank You for all Your care and concern throughout my tough ride with Life. I'm thankful for what You've done in my life. Indeed " People will only appreciate you when they needed you", that's the rule, but this time I choose to break and go against it. To DYLAN* - Like what I've mentioned, money or treats doesn't compensate to what you have done to me. I'm not asking anything for return. I did what was right and that is to answer God's call to help a dying man, however there is one thing that I want to say and that is the respect I had for you; I took it away. Perhaps it was that sincerity in you or you were just being desperate (be it an insult or whaterver, I don't even bother about how you feel), thats why I agreed to come out. Bottomline is things won't be that easy as what it use to be, you have to work your way up to earn back my respect for you. (gee why would I be even saying this out? spoon feeding?? you don't get this everyday, don't take me for granted) At this point I'm sure you are pissed at what I'm saying, FACE it ! you were once a winner but God pushed you down again for a reason, whinning or DRINKING doesn't make the cut. you should be thankful that GOD have yet to show you the ugliest side of the society. MAN enough? Then pick up your balls and walk on your own for once. This world isn't always about sunshine and rainbows, this is a mean and cruel world. you are lucky that I showed up or even replied your sms, not that I am that good, I have to answer to GOD about my actions. I'm not that good as I always claim to be yet I want you to know, I give it my best shot. you want to get angry with the above messages that I delibrately wrote out for you , be my guest. This isn't just an insult to your injuries, this is a wake up call. Reflect on your actions, still I'm not right all the time and I've paid for my mistakes, you are lucky you don't have to. One more note on your relationship, I hope you are serious if this problem ends by breaking up. Plus it's not easy to just find a person who loves you, you just got lucky with your looks and finances because GOD gave you, use them wisely as they don't come easily. BE THANKFUL !On a personal note, I don't think drinking will help to make someone better (like what you said on your post) that's why I keep mention about Drinking, I admit I'm not a good drinker or whatever they call it, still DRINKING just to pour out my problems? nah I have my own ways.Hence I end this post by thanking GOD for all your care and guidance =)One question thou, is she the right one for me? or is it just another passerby who is going through the same path as me? Whatever You had installed for me, please prepare me for it >.<
